23/10/07
23rd October ' 07
i finally bake my cookies for you le!
although the results weren't as i expected..
planned quite sometime ago
and when i learnt that you would be working today
kinda sad...
but i tot still got chance
today you suddenly said you were going to end v late
i seriously almost cried
tears were already in my eyes as i was typing the msg asking you not to come
somehow i really was v v frustrated, disappointed
i almost wanted to throw the cookies out of the window
you claimed you would come
called you, you asked me wat time i end tml
and i assumed you were planning to meet me onli tml
even more disappointed
even more feel like crying
accepted the fact
felt pissed off
scolded you for nothing.
i'm sorry..
dun love me less?
luckily you were in time
told me suddenly dat you had ended.
dat you were already making your way here.
i was delighted seriously
started planning once again
how i would give the cookies to you
thinking bout the most romantic way to give it to you
waited for you at the staircase
full of anxiety, adrenaline rush.
you finally came
when you opened the box, ate the cookies, smiled and told me dat it was nice
i jus totally forgot everything dat had happened and told myself it was all worth it
jus seeing dat smile on your face made me feel dat anything done for you is worth it
you're the first person i made cookies specially for
your smile.. warmth my whole heart
the smiles of joy after dat made me feel so appreciated
i jus wanted to hug you and never let go
suddenly i felt so strongly for you
dat all your opinions mattered
thank you for finishing the cookies
thank you for appreciating my efforts
thank you for being so patient with me
thank you for allowing me to love you
thank you for letting me be part of your life
sorry for being so unreasonable
sorry for using such harsh words
sorry if i hurt you
i'm truly sorry and i'm also truly thankful
above all
i jus wanna tell you i love you.
how do i noe?
jus your smile brightened up my otherwise gloomy night
i'm so glad you made it down
seriously
just so glad
i dunno which words to use but
THANK YOU DARLING. I LOVE YOU.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:30 pm
21/10/07
guess wat?
I MISS YOU!
hahas. i noe you noe it
cos i bet you're missing me too.
luckily i ain't working full day today
which means it's bout round 4 hours
den i can see your KUKU FACE already.
hehe
kinda bored la
cos as usual there is v lil ppl here.
sundays....
ppl tend to sleep later right?
argh hu cares.
i'm going off at 3.30!
and lucky for me, boss's not here today.
waHas.
which means nobody'll ask me
'sales so bad ah'
anyways
it's kinda near to our HALF-YEAR.
ya? finally got one yr dere?
hahas. actually long ago have le la.
cos 3 months is like 1-quarter yr?
crapping.
forgive me ya.
at least i post something to entertain you?
you post back lehs!!!
otherwise i dun fren you.
BLAH.
when will we go to JB again?
i wanna shop for some more clothes with you!
(your clothes i mean)
i trust my taste , yes.
hahas.
my mind kinda blank now
no idea wat else to write
tml not working!
which means i tink one whole week without posts.
go le!
bye!!
(( MUACKIEs. LOVEs. HUGGIEs. ))
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:54 am
20/10/07
okie
now i'm back in the retail shop
reliefing for break
hahas.
kinda typing in a hurry
actually dis mornin wanted post
i forgot hu came in and i jus shut the whole damn window
argh!
but anyways, darl,
i hope we'll last sweet sweet tgt
all the way
seriously i like the way you handle stuff when things crop up between us la
you jus make me unable to be angry with you for long you noe
awWwWw.
when i heard your voice last night on the phone when i called you back
somehow my heart was damn sour las
den i felt damn guilty.
sorry baobei.
okie.
i guess my colleague will be back soon
to prevent another sudden closing of windows
i better post dis first.
i LOVE you darl.
remember kie?
MUACKs.
(( HUGGIES ))
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 6:36 pm
19/10/07
i'm posting again!
which tells you one thing
i'm damn bored in the shop right now.
and i'm missing my darl la.
DARL
YOU HEAR ME??
I'M MISSING YOU LOADS!!
i wanna give you a surprise leis
i noe not onli girls like surprises lor
guys like it too right?
hmmm....
cant wait for our swensens meal!
hahas
are you thinking bout the money dat's gonna fly away?
my sales is still zero.
hahas. but i kinda dun care la.
all pri sch kids
wat to expect?
I WANNA HUG YOU NOW LA.
(( muackies )) (( love you ))
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:04 am
17/10/07
hahas. it's been ssoooooooooooooooo long.
so vry loooooonnngg dat
promos are over
dat the results are back
and it's like gonna be the end of the year!!
fastest yr i've ever had la.
or rather, fastest SCHOOL year.
hahas.
for i'm gonna leave the sch soon!!
anyways, today's record breaking.
jus 3 days ago,
i had sales of up to 280!!
but today?
as low as 16!!
wat the hell is dis right.
they shouldn't even open the park.
it's such a waste of resources.
hahas.
i'm missing you!!
heh.
kinda lame.
but it's true.
many things happened but i'll still love you all the same.
dun gimme dat kuku face i tell you.
I DUN LIKE!!!
i like my smiley hubby.
not the gloomy one.
stick dat in your mind with superglue ah!!
kie las.
got customers le.
bye!!
muacks.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 7:08 pm
