26/5/09
i dun wanna feel like this anymore.
like ,
so xin ku.
wo bu yao.
wo bu xiang.
wo bu yao xiang!
FUCKIT.
i wanna be like this happy can =)))))))))
LIKE THIS.
not like that man
=((((((((
feels like being in a maze
without knowing which direction to go
heading through every possible route
every route but the RIGHT one.
i think i seriously need a directory.
but i guess its non-existent.
it's either i make the choice,
or you make yours.
i remember,
if i'm not wrong,
my deadline was v day.
i've failed terribly though.
not being able to pull you out,
but pushing you deeper instead.
SORRY.
fuck. i dunno.
the stone is heavier than ever.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:04 pm
23/5/09
i'm starting to feel lighter =)when i think about it,
and things don't really affect me that much anymore
and i'm really glad that it's turning out that way
because i just can't take it!
another day without you with me ..
bla bla bla..
the song jus came.
hahas lame.
v day is long over
and given the response that night,
i made my decision.
i think maybe, perhaps
i now really uds and wanna come to terms with the truth
if your actions are what you're really feeling,
then i really see the whole clear picture now .
so anyway,
javey's like addicted to cake mania
so much that she actually was angry cos the patch didn't work!
being an extrememly nice friend,
i helped her find the patch!
and she was like laughing like crazy when the game could start.
lols.
addicted to this song now,
Kekasih Gelapku.
by Ungu.
nice nice =))
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 12:54 am
10/5/09
i always fail to do it.
!PLEH
another day without you with me
is like a blade that cuts right through me
and i can wait,
i can wait forever
when you call my heart stops beating
when you're gone it won't stop beating
i can wait,
i can wait forever.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 1:37 am
kinda sick of like everything.dun bother to read this post
yeah YOU.
it'll be a waste of your time again.
sick and tired.
things is my family seem to be getting onto the good side =)
but there's just something bothering me
i think i noe the cause
but i dun wanna URGH
no idea how to express it properly.
anyway,
wasted a day today
SORRY JAVEY!
i didn't expect it to be like that.
kinda romantic thou.
LOLs.
meetup was cool.
thou there were onli the 4 of us
kinda weird ambience tonight.
like just dinner and a brief summary of what has been going on lalala.
but still,
i thought it was kinda sweet luh.
like after 3yrs
and we're still meeting up.
=))
hope problems all gets settled soon.
oh,
i wan someone hu can drive and owns a car too!
so cool.
den dere'd be no need to rush and catch the last train.
no need to worry bout not having seats.
advantages many many.
but damn.
kinda wanna surrender
and gameover.
random.
but i dunno y
dunno how
you can jus make me feel like this a moment
and like that the next.
its like i wan that
but i wan this too.
its so hard when i'm clueless
on ''wat about you?''
making it hard.
am i trying?
seriously have no idea.
fuckit.
took an umbrella @ 12:39 am
5/5/09
wonderful weekend.dramatic weekend.
all thanks to me .
ha.
i suck. yupps.
i noe.
damnit.
argh.
y are you so irritating?
y must you be like this?
y do you like to say things like that?
i noe you too well man.
too bad i didn't noe you well in the very first place.
mayb den my life would be so much better.
BUT
i'm gonna slowly just get out of it man.
and head the advice of
4giving, 4getting, overcoming and facing it.
I CAN DO IT FUCKING BASTARD.
JUST WAIT AND SEE.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:31 pm
