29/1/08
okie.
supposed to have chem test today
didn't go.
heh.
wonder if i'll face any music tml
DUN CARE
scared i'll disappoint my teacher dat's all.
but
i jus dun have the mood to study la
somehow
haven been to the movies for SO LONG
but dere's nothing nice
so i guess it's alright
hahas.
v day comin
dunno watta buy.
gonna tink now.
afew days closer to posting results!!
i beter get in
otherwise i can go and jump le.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 8:41 pm
28/1/08
WOW.
more den a month now.
many things happened dun wish to talk bout it
feeling kinda lost
floating around
aimlessly
i tried to study
i tried hard to understand
but i noe myself
and though many might think i can make it
i noe dat i cannot
without the confidence in doing something
chances are, i'll fail
so i've decided
and no one can change my mind
i've registered for the poly
BIG SMILES
finally gonna do something dat i wanna do
you noe, when you're so alone
feel like nobody's dere,
naturally, one will be down
in dis sch,
i feel lost
no true friends
nah.
cliques mayb, ppl i can communicate with
but someone hu'll really be dere for me,
NOPE.
perhaps the world is really like dis
you've got to rely on yourself
your family and loved one will be dere to guide you
but ultimately,
it's only yourself
i'm awaiting the posting results
EAGERLY
i wonder if i'll regret when i see my friends attending the university next time
but
regrets are a waste of time
i'll not think so much!
SMILE
be happy with my life
and with the choices i make
live with no regrets
because it's the path which i have chosen
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 5:25 pm
