27/4/08
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DARLING!
okie so today is like our 388th day
on account dat dis yr is a leap yr.
2 days ago, it was our ONE YEAR.
i dunno y it seems like so long since we've been tgt =)
we didn't really celebrate la
had sch so bo bian
4 hour break,
went to his house =)
had subway for lunch
and cookies on the way to sch again
lessons at 3.
mummy sorta went missing
but was soon found
nobody informed me so i was like worried throughout dinner
until i realised she was with daddy =)
dinner at pizza hut.
not bad.
darling got dis coupon which entitled us to a 25% discount =)
ordered the hut's delight or something
not sure which is it
hawaiian pizza with soup and drinks
lalalas`
added on 6pcs drumlets and garlic bread
okie
frankly, their service was lousy
i tink it's cos their new or something
our drumlets took ages to come
and we had to remind the waiter's and waitresses like countless times
and when it finally came, the second piece i ate was COLD
heh
third piece too
so we requested for a change
i ate faster den darling dat day!
hahas
finally finish meal
call for bill also so slow
heh.
bad BAD BAD.
went to search for the cooler thing
but i had to pangsai
wahas
so went home changed den out again
to compass.
managed to get one for 19.90
wahas. not bad
at least i'm helping to save money kie!
having trouble with my tutorials
hais.
i wan my LKY award de lor
but it seems so untouchable
awwww.
i'm trying hard lor
i nv even slack
mayb
not as much
but i'm hardworking too!
anyways,
DARLING HAPPY 388 DAYS!
LOVE YOU LIKE ALWAYS.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 2:42 pm
20/4/08
happy good morning.
hahas.
abit random.
but.
hu cares
went to reb's co performance just now
stupid vj
or rather stupid us.
we didn't noe how to get dere.
almost quarelled.
luckily didn't
otherwise spoil the whole evening
overall still not bad ba
but i tink a dance performance might suit me better
hmmm
luckily darling was dere
cos i didn't bring my jacket
i didn't expect so cold la
but he sorta became my heater =)
thanks darling.
anyway,
we wanted to go foodcourt have dinner
with von
but it was seriously tooo packed
so we decided mac
hahas
i dun wanna eat anymore food dat will cause my face to become worse le!
my face sucks like hell
need the doc soon
and so after dinner,
home we went!
nothing interesting la
but i love my darling
though he seems a little more easily frustrated now.
i guess sometimes i'm jus too much
but anyhow
i still hope you'll be like last time
dun get so easily frustrated with me
can?
anyway, i got a secret.
hahas.
i dunno when, we were going on the escalator.
i held your hand
but you didn't
my hand fell
my heart dropped
but almost immediately
you held me on my waist
and brought a smile to my face
you might not noe
how dese small actions mean to me
but they do
ALOT.
sometimes things which mean alot to me
might not to you.
and when i get upset over dem
you laugh at me like i'm a fool
you make me feel stupid
but nevermind
its okie
i still love you.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 12:46 am
17/4/08
today wasn't exactly fun
cos i jus realised dat i've a damn fucking retarded china man
for a lecturer
he goes like dis
zoday, zis job.
and changes all t's to z's.
i couldn't understand wat he was saying half the time la.
but he let us go early =)
and dumbie was also released early
so we went home
to pangsai
hahas.
so far so good.
but i tink dumbie now thinks i dun have enough time for him le
but dumbie
we'll meet each other everyday
even if we dun go out
we'll spend time tgt
come my house study
and we'll spend QUALITY time tgt
suffer now enjoy later alright?
you noe no matter wat my heart's with you
so no need for worries or anything liddat
i love you =)
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:23 pm
11/4/08
i dunno why we're always unhappy
or rather
YOU'RE always unhappy
i'm not liking dis
you might think it's my fault
it's always my fault anyway
i dun do wat you wan
and you get upset
you might always give in
but i dun necessarily need you to always
in every way
but you expect everything to go your way
if not, dere'll be dis BLACK face
without smiles
you dun even look at me when you go
what the heck?
many might say dat we gotta accept the person for who he is
but no
i'm not gonna do dat
you either change or we say bye
you claim i always put you down
den wat bout you?
you say i gei kiang
den say my chi so lan
you can say you're jk
which you probably was
but think bout it
wat happens if it was me hu said dat to you
and den i tell you i was jk?
you wouldn't jus shrug it off
you'd say dat i should not have
should not jus put you down
hais
i wana be a happy person
but because i'm with you
and you're always not happy
it's hard for me to be too
i noe you always give in
you used to ever so readily
but i can tell you're losing patience with me
think i'm unreasonable and stuff
it's okie.
i'm sorry
i can't be dat person made for you
i think your expectations are jus too high
or probably you need someone whom you can control
i'm jus not dat kinda girl
i dun wanna be your puppet
neither do i wanna go against my wishes jus to please you.
if we're really not suitable den y not jus let go?
we'll both be free den
but if you tink you wanna hold on
den you gotta change
your atitude your moodswings
i dun care whether you're use to your family giving in jus cos you sulk or something
cos i wont
in fact when you sulk
i'll be unhappy
i dun like dat sad face of yours
makes me irritated
cos i jus can't make you happy
i dunno bout you
but if you cont dis way
i'm not sure dat you're the guy i wanna spend the rest of my life with
i wan someone who can make me happy
not someone hu'll make me feel gloomy
and i'm telling you
your attitude jus makes my mood dampen always.
you never wanna talk on outings
i can't even rememebr things dat we actually really really talk bout
memories with you are onli of arguments.
think it over ba.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:09 am
9/4/08
went to sch to attend SPICE
kinda stupid
but the after training was kinda fun
like
managed to talk to some of the classmates
so
dat group was fun!
lemme recall their names
hmmm...
rather not
lest i spell wrong of left any out
hahas
so we went to MOBERLY
pooled
but their room stink-ed
hahas
fun also la
i missed a shot
merely used the f word
SOFTLY
but they all stared at me
embarrassed sia.
tink my class is kinda like perhaps the clever ppl
hahas
tml's flag day
supposedly 8 start
but they decided on 10
so 10 it shall be
and i'll get some beauty sleep =)
darling
long time since we were so close
love you.
and my hand still hurts ah.
you KING KONG.
kuku king kong.
muacks.
NIGHTS
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:18 pm
8/4/08
oh
i got my notebook ydae
cool
sweet
wahas
now i dun have to snatch with my bro to use the comp
WOW.
i'm finding life so boring
lifeless these few days
i seriously gotta find the momentum to study man
is not i'm so so gonna die
we're not gonna get to use the new sch
like fuck
but nvm
i'm gonna do my best!
for a brighter future
or rather
just being able to support a family
no
give my kids a good life =)
it doesn't have to be luxurious
jus comfortable
a little above average hopefully
so i'm just gonna study
pick up some good habits
sleep early tonight
wake early tomorrow
=)
i'll do it.
oh and darling,
i haven forgotten you =)
love you.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 6:17 pm
today was the first day of orientation
hmmm
and dere's onli 4 girls in my class!
somehow Gary's in my class
and 16 other geeks
quiet class at the moment
hope they're nice ppl la seriously
and we got the tin cans
so its like compulsary to go for flag day
at TOA PAYOH
wat the fuck right
gotta reach dere by 8!
heh.
and somehow,
i got chosen to be the asst class rep
jus cos the teacher didn't wan to chu chou
and call another boy a girl
she called me
the onli girl with a christian name
never wrong
TA-DAH
i got asst class rep
which means 2 cca points
how good is dat huh
hahas
but i seriously hate the timetable
sucks
fri 4 hours break
doing wat siol
nvm
its jus life =)
i'll survive.
HELLO POLY LIFE!!
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 12:13 am
