Stuck On You

23/10/08

today we were talking bout ideal gases in the morning
and how there never is any ideal gas in reality
therefore there's such a thing called real gas

and in the afternoon
we were discussing ideality again
however this time,
we were talking bout people
yeah
like you and me

ideal lab partner, life partner
i'll definitely deviate loads
behaving like a real person
rather than an ideal one

recalling wad was said during the discussion
makes me reflect on my actions
towards my family, towards my loved ones.

never did my duty as a daughter
nor have i done enough to be a better girl to my boy.

i gotta be changing.
but,
can i wait till next yr?
when honeyy goes into the army?

i'll learn to be more independent then.
i must.
not that i have a choice.

but yeahs.
life goes on =)

just take it that honeyy's going on holiday or something.
will that be easier for me?
hope so.

and
ill try to spend more time with my mum.
cos if i dun,
the worst could happen.

but i reallly dunno wad to do
or say to her.

i can't really understand wad she's feeling now.
how she's feeling.

nor can i understand my dad.

i cant give any advice.

oh well.

nights.

`feLicia took an umbrella @ 9:49 pm