24/1/09
night out with the girls.AKINA SHIMADA didn't turn up =(
otherwise it'd have been a full house.
sad-ed.
fun still.
loads of laughter.
they always make me miss secondary sch even more.
awww.
and they're all gonna get license!
okay, not all.
but, i wanna get mine too!
though i dunno whatever for.
hahas.
met gf for a while after i came home.
mummy didnt call me surprisingly
and when i came home,
everyone was asleep already.
obviously luh.
3am liao.
3 of them went to zouk luh!
and forbidden city made me wanna go club too.
damn the heels.
2 blisters due to excessive walking.
i'll remember 23rd night, 24th morn.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 7:53 pm
20/1/09
adopted a pet hamster on sat!
we went for project rice as CIP luh
went door to door to collect rice.
den kor called me
say someone abandoned 2 hammies at the staircase
sadly, one died already
so left one
went yishun after CIP
to look at the hammie
bought cage and food and wood shavings
took the bus home with hammie
hahas.
damn cool luh
hamsters are so much more easier to look after than cats.
remember the kitten....
and now its like falling asleep on the wheel.
awwwww.
i should have got the bigger cage
tot onli one so its okay
but i regret !
anyway,
kinda feng canto pop this few days
i dunno why.
i'm tired =(
oh,
workplace gave ang bao.
not little leh!
80BUcKS.
WOW.
THANKS =)
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 9:09 pm
19/1/09
是最最不可能 才这样吸引 待你好只怪是我笨
尽全力难以抱得紧 若抱紧明知不会合衬
谁人叫我太贪心 要你热吻
盲目地 与你说天谈地
这叫做残忍定凄美 明知我后退我也可以避
偏偏又放纵到扮你知己
期望你太多 注定难过 只好怪寂寞令我闯祸
可换到 几次期待不需关怀都庆贺
捱下去结果 也是难过 只有我 自问自答
这苦心对或错 天与地难以有人 可拯救到我
路过几多好人 谁也极吸引
但到底只会为你恨 没缘分才会更多心
没结果才想你步近 旁人也替我担心 替我怒愤
明明是个个也漂亮 偏这样沉溺喜欢你
宁愿恨你丧失趣味 偏偏又爱上你没法心死
不理力量奉献几多 不顾后患尚有几多
喜欢你逃避你 你不必知道清楚
天再大 唯有你能亲手杀死我
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:16 pm
12/1/09
chanced upon this songand it took my breath away
just made me feel soooooo.....
i dunno how to describe that kinda feeling.
like
you can just stop breathing
like.....
when sharing a kiss with someone special.
the more i read the twilight series
the more i long for that kinda romance
FAIRYTALE.
impossible.
so,
i cut my hair.
it's defiitely not as heavy
but i look retarded -.-
ah ma says no change though
oh well,
extra cash will be spent on my hair after cny
right now the focus is on clothes.
I HAVEN'T BOUGHT MY NEW YEAR CLOTHES! =((((
urgh.
edward cullen edward cullen edward cullen.
where's MY edward cullen?
oh where oh where can my lil edward be?
''The world outside holds no interest for me without you.''
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 9:16 pm
8/1/09
work pass few days have left me with v lil sleep timeand many sch work left undone.
that's the prob with someone hu needs loads of money constantly.
i dunno where all my money goes to though
cos i cant find them anywhere in my bank -.-
anyway,
its gonna be cny
and i haven bought my clothes
not gonna be visiting anyway
so i guess it doesn't really matter
so tired.
physically this time.
and still pondering bout many stuffs.
always seem to have problems huh.
kinda irritated too.
always revolving round the same ones though.
siansation.
play all the troubles away!
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 9:08 pm
4/1/09
packed my room today.finally cleared almost all dust
from almost all areas
urgh.
working tml.
kinda becomes a chore
something i really dun look forward doing.
hais.
gonna rot there.
and rot for the 3 hrs as well i guess.
damn.
wat's there to walk in m.sq?
sch on mon drags on till 6.
oh man,
kinda sick of life.
sounds cheesy
but
cant we just be born with loads of money
and then we dun have to work
and we dun have to study
and den we become fei ren
hahas.
lame luh.
woke up feeling idiotic
supposed to visit the doc
but seriously no mood to even drag myself there
thought bout lots of stuff
and after reaching the conclusion,
i feel i'm really dumb.
hais.
wake up luh FELICIA QUEK
SLAP YOURSELF AWAKE.
failed.
my mind says this
my heart has a mind of its own.
doomed.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 12:51 am
3/1/09
我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 1:40 am
HUIYI! can le mei you? hahas
worked at ps today
the crowd wan't that bad
in fact it wasnt bad at all
lalalas.
somehow
this job always make me think bout stuffs
i think cos there's nothing much to do
and alot of time to think
end up thinking bout many stuffs
even stuffs that were meant to be forgotten
can't help but feel this way
feel lousy,
feels like.....
nah
shouldn't be posted up here.
this song always reminds me of that stupid day that i was working at boon keng
and i'll get all moody and everything
although it's meaningful
sometimes,
for the benefit of another
you feel like you can do anything
even if it means you're suffering inside
its kinda hard sometimes
to really go try and feel wat you really wanna feel
when you noe deep inside that it actually does not really feel this way
i dun really understand what i'm typing luh.
lesson that i'm gonna learn
what's yours is yours
what isn't will never be
no matter how hard you are gonna try
when will i learn my lesson?
dumb.
dumb. dumb.
dumb. dumb. dumb.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 1:05 am
1/1/09
meet up today was great!
chomp chomp-ed with tracy and yiqi.
loads of laughter
but smelliness too.
den huiyi came to compass
and we were talking in bk
always bout same sec stuff
but never fail to be entertaining
love you girls.
oops.
sounds wrong.
anyway, you get what i mean luh.
mwahs.
so,
sentosa last night
countdown at the beach
kinda fun luh
at the later part
when there were dancing and everything
but my group weren't really in the mood i guess.
oh
ordered a maguerita something
and den realized there was alcohol.
first time i felt that way
walk like crab.
had the sudden urge to down one more glass .
just to get a feel of being drunk
the feel of not knowing what's going on
hahas.
but nah.
i got fine a while later.
monorail closed so bus-ed down to hf
but there were no f-ing cabs
whole streeet fullllllll of commuters
but no cabs.
call cab.
''please hold on.
*music*
please cont to hold on
*more music*"
carried on for 5 mins luh.
damn.
and so,
stubborn gf cabbed down
wanted to cab home in the same cab .
but it would be too exp.
so waited for the first train.
which was packed.
lalalalas.
forced to have heavy breakfast
bout 50 tonnes!
omg.
home by 830
asleep by 845.
was like a dead log.
anyway,
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
i hope this year would be better than the last.
i hope it'd mean the start of the best times of my life.
caring friends right after 12midnight was wonderful
having gf early in the morn was a kickstart.
lovely girls towards the end of the night was another boost.
this year would be great.
right?
=))
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:02 pm
