26/4/09
slacked for a day today.
sch starts at 12 tml.
slept at like 430?
woke at 11.
lunch-ed.
home.
out again.
for awhile.
you asked a question
i'd like to noe ur answer too.
but whatever it is,
i keep telling myself
to concentrate on my studies.
having an aim really helps.
although your mood still affects mine
and your msgs still make my day.
but,
i'm starting to lose hope.
heading for the darker side.
tell me it ain't what i think it is please?
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:39 pm
just came back from FAST AND FURIOUS 4.
vin diesel is so damn cool.
i think he's got a damn sexy voice.
xiaodi went out to buy prata already
just got hung up on.
hais.
i think i'm so dumb.
i didn't noe that 89 stops service at 2314
we almost waited for nothing
luckily asked di to ask iris
and so we cabbed down when the reply was
''not operating now not operating now and not operating now.''
almost 3 now.
hais.
goodnight.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 2:42 am
24/4/09
Hello!
gloominess SHOO!
today was kinda alright.
although the day was so long yet kinda unproductive
cos lessons at 8 till 10
and den there was a break from 10-3!
headed down to chinatown
cos SOMEONE wanted to get some necessities
had 'tianji zhou' YUMS.
went back to school for calculus lesson
and we sorta had the shock of our sem
erm
our class size reduced from 35++ in the first sem
to a miraculous number of only 9
and unintentionally,
we found out that we're the only ones in cls left taking calculus.
you know,
i'm kinda proud of my class =))
cos we make up 7 of the total 9.
way to go the DCP SURVIVORS!
WE'LL ALL DO IT! OKAY!
xujing and javey,
we're now the SAN DA MEI NU.
lols. of cls calculus.
BLEAHS.
at least something to keep me motivated.
my GPA must really be pulled up!
FELICIA! YOU CAN DO IT OKAY!
and jap lessons starts on mon!
excited excited.
my whole of last month's pay was spent on jap fees luh!
SOBS.
i'm broke.
my genting trip!
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:02 pm
21/4/09
it feels real terrible inside.
i dun wanna feel this way
i wanna pretend that it's not affecting me
i wanna make myself feel better.
i dun wanna feel like this
everything said seems to have an impact
starting to feel fucked up again
but no,
i cant screw up this sem
seriously.
i'm not letting myself.
i dun mind.
being in this position
i made it clear few months back
but i really need to noe that the efforts not all gone down the drain.
after feeling like shit,
after everything that has happened,
sorry's not enough.
i dun wanna hear sorry's.
i finally understand,
what they mean.
though it might not be as extreme as love.
but still,
i now understand the feeling of wanting the person whom you care for to be happy.
the stone's growing bigger again.
resting itself on my heart
happily sitting there
while creating misery and hurt
piercing thru soon.
FUCKOFF.
you're seriously not welcome at all.
please go away
i'm begging you.
though i'm not intending on giving up,
i'm afraid i'll be too worn out by the time this battle ends.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 7:27 pm
19/4/09
bad mood. but looking at the faces of my girls,
i feel better.
here's TRACY ALBA. omg, she insisted luh. i think tracy OBAMA sounds nicer. =p
and TRUMP YIQI! i qu de leh!! =))
i'm felicia GATES! lols. we're all daughters of rich rich ppl =p
my eyes look weird. lols. tracy's smile is sweet right right right!
look at our monocolour nails!! pretty right!
and the colourful yoghurt =p
kind soul took this photo for us after seeing us trying to painstakingly take a photo lols.
pretty nails =)
not fair! they so close. leave me out. lols.
i moved closer. lalas.
cute eh?
bleahs bleahs bleahs.
proves that i'm taller!
tracy's head looks small luh. hahas. 
they insisted on putting the camera on our table!
tracy's so happy can you see? cos she spotted the ppl looking at us retards.
my LOVELIES.
LOVELY.
got extra hand lor!!!!!!! looks kinda mutated yeah.
pretty babes.
see! she buy so many things lor!! her bag still got! she hide!
GOODNIGHTS!
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:30 pm
okay,
i'm waiting for yiqi darling to upload photos
speaking of yiqi,
we headed to clarke quay the other day!
on fri night. yupps.
after work.
hmmm so, we went into forbidden again
cos i told her the ambience was nice
lalalas. there was this whole group luh!
like one whole class.
omg.
they occupied the whole dance floor at one point of time
kinda weird how the dancefloor has like many ppl
den suddenly no ppl
and den full again.
took us quite a long time to like finally have the courage to go
lols.
i kept telling yiqi dat nobody knows us there.
and so i danced with her =)
and nope yiqi ah, i do NOT dance well.
hahas.
anyway, cabbed home at 230,
reached home at 3.
ydae went to night safari!
haven't been there since like.........
omg too long till i cant rmb.
not bad luh the whole experience
kinda dark,
but still managed to find majority of the animals.
wasn't me hu spotted them though.
girlfriend's the one with better vision.
anyway,
after macs, cabbed home.
ended the night memorably, yet again.
you've given me another date to remember.
typed till here.
and you typed dat shit.
THANKS.
THANKS.
THANKS SO FUCKING MUCH.
MOOD IS TOTALLY FUCKING SPOILED.
thanks.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:01 pm
16/4/09
my bro made me watch this.
i wanted to embed it
but apparently i can't
so...
here's the link
click it yeah.
seriously,
watch it.
brought tears to my eyes.
emotional.
really really.
watch it.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:24 pm
baby boy, i miss you.
lols.
haiya..
tracy and yiqi,
v mushy you noe.
i'm jealous.
lols.
okay lame.
queue count is kinda fun
esp when situated with the uncles
omg, they damn funny
make the time seem to pass faster.
work since sat leh!
omg omg omg.
cant believe it
maciam so chiong liddat.
anyway,
going to work soon.
i wondered.
luckily i was kinda tired last night.
otherwise i think i'll lose some more of my braincells.
issit like clearer to me now?
or still as confusing ?
i dunno leh.
i really dunno .
hais.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 3:08 pm
14/4/09
i got lost after work today -.-
oh i forgot to blog bout the silly thing tracy did
on the previous outing
she squashed her bread flat in her bag
and den wanted to tell her mummy that it was a new kinda bread
lols.
SILLY TRACY.
huiyi cant make it on sun
YET AGAIN
I'm DISAPPOINTED!! humph.
seriously,
the school's starting soon.
kinda sians
hais.
i'm selfish,
i concluded.
but not to that extent.
dreams involoving you would always be sweet dreams.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:34 pm
10/4/09
YOU'RE WELCOME TRACY TOH! =)))
reached home at around 3plus this morn.
watched taken at 11 something
ended movieand went to eat
talked and den home.
b4 dat,
went to bpp to look for ahyi
omg.
even the ppl dere says ''ni de nu er ah?''
mummy's even more sad now. lols.
slept till like 2 pm??
kns. like pig.
bleahs.
WINDY.
haiya...
just the feel of your kiss,
even onli in my dreams,
makes my heart flutter
like the wings of the hummingbird.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 8:58 pm
7/4/09
heyo!
jus reached home from dinner with my girls.
i'm so nice right!
i sent tracy home!
talked more like always.
hmmm laughter.
tracy should live like in the block beside mine.
it's much nearer to cp!
lalalas.
i reached home and went to show my face to them
oh puh-lease.
they were already like going to sleep.
haha
so which means they'll onli scold.
haiya.
please luh.
if you really care,
suan le.
dun care you all.
hammie stinks right now.
wondering if i should clear the cage
or wait till tml.
but tml i'll be lazy leh
but now already so late
HAISSSSSSSSS.
i should go bathe first.
it would be so much better if things were clear enough
wouldn't it?
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:38 pm
5/4/09
came across this while browsing youtube.
click if you're unhappy, sad, mad, emo
whatever you're feeling.
just click luh
you won't regret seriously..
best video!
dun stop at the dance kie..
his voice is AMAZING.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 1:21 am
today wasn't bad.
working time passed kinda quickly somehow.
there was this monopoly thing going on
omg,
the pay $4 to play monopoly
winner gets to represent sg in the international monopoly challenge in vegas
how cool!
anyway
i gotta say dat dere's yet another day for me to remember
OMG
i can't believe i can be so sneaky.
like,
i'm gonna be an expert soon.
bleahs.
so,
where are we headed to now?
my ship's still turning rounds in the middle of the ocean
without a proper direction.
lead me okay?
i haven't been trying to climb out of the pit i fell into
cos right now i'm feeling comfy
even though it's dark in here
and i feel alone at times,
i'm still not trying to get out
yet.
dumbo.
i wanna go to genting!
i dun care.
i wanna go to genting!
i really wanna go.
i wanna go to genting!
we must go okay, JAVEY!
i wanna go to genting!
GENTING!
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 12:11 am
2/4/09
HA HA.
i cant believe you're so fucking childhish
wat's up yo?
wat's up with the asking me to wash my clothes?
you aren't even the one washing my clothes
so shut the fuck up yo.
wat's up with the silly attitude.
HA HA.
i have a messenger.
hehe.
you dunno?
i love my ah ma.
she always tells me secrets.
putting an act in front of me.
lols.
forget it.
i'm an actor too.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 2:00 pm
omg.
jus checked the timetable.
it fucking sucks.
onli wed's until 1
the rest are all until 5 or 6!
and they all start at like 8, 10 am?
i was looking forward to sch lehhhhh
walao........
den liddat spoil my .
whatever
i still gotta study hard
get into my ntu
OMG
prove the shitty people wrong.
meeting up with reb later
get my levi's
lols.
ydae was, DUSTY!
can't believe i actually spent a day like dat
lalalas.
sch reopening in 18 days.
countdown begins.
study hard FELICIAQUEK!
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 1:50 pm
