25/7/09
i dunno what the fuck is wrong with blogger.
but i'm still gonna post anyway.

i'm feeling vexed again
hais.
i tot it has calmed down
but nope
it's back again

i feel like a cheater
i feel v bad
but i can't control it
i dunno how to

i felt that way
and i still feel the same way
i dun wan either one hurting
=((

i noe how it feels .
being hurt
feeling the sour thing in your heart
feeling the stone on ur heart

i still regret
fuck
i dun wanna tear anymore
i dun wanna feel like this

why the fuck must this happen
hais.

mummy said something today
she said' i dun think you'll trust guys anymore'
yupps.
although ive never had this thought
but that statement confirmed my feeling.

i think so.
i think i'm paranoid.
mayb?

the three words.
doesn't seem to move me as much anymore.
i'll always have that doubt that it's fake.

not wanting to put in any real feelings for fear of being hurt again.

that 6months were the most horrible moments
always feeling the stone in my heart
grow heavier and heavier.

right now,
no stones.

but some knots that ought to be removed,
unknotted
i need help.

i really can't do this on my own.

but nobody else can help me except myself

that decision has to be made sooner or later

but now's just not the time

cos i still dun wanna hurt either of you =((
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 3:23 am

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