Stuck On You

25/7/09

Now there isn't even a box for me =(
everything's cocked up.

But i think last night helped me make my decision
did it?
it still feels better in your arms.
nope, you never made me feel that way before.

last night was the first
and i'm kinda surprised that you're capable of that too
cos you never were like that before.

is this gonna be e start of something?
if this were true,
it's gonna mean it's the end of something
it's making me cry =((

i'm sorry.
for all the people i've hurt.
it feels like a punishment right now
a very cruel one.

no wonder mummy always said,
when god wants to punish you,
they usually do not hurt you directly
they do so to your love ones.

den you'd feel even more hurt
cos you see your loved one hurting so badly
and yet you cant do anything about it.

and for my case,
it's even worse.

I guess the old never fades huh.
the feeling's still there.
i thought you were the 49%
i guess i was wrong.

once this decision is made,
another question would have to be answered.

TRUST.
i forgot how to =(

`feLicia took an umbrella @ 2:16 pm