Stuck On You

28/8/09

Trying my best to concentrate
absorb whatever i can
to apply whatever that is required.

But my thoughts just keeps wondering back to you.

Any idea how difficult that is?

It's a lil past 3am.
and i'm still awake.

Trying to study with the little amount of time left.
I really wanna fall asleep.
I'm really v tired =(

But I can't
because i'm not done with fmb.

and the thoughts of you are hindering my process.
was it really that hard?
to just press new message and send?

Maybe I'm expecting too much..
But, do you think just a message is too demanding?

I really dunno.

You know what it feels like,
when your phone doesn't ring.
and you keep waiting and waiting,
telling yourself that it will.
and you realise in the end that you were just bluffing yourself.

Sure,
all kinds of reasons can come up.
But too tired to even send one,
at least to make someone feel better.
you definitely didn't sound like that.

Last time i self-deceived.
Now,
still going to?

It's getting harder for me to.

Maybe this time it'll be for real.

`feLicia took an umbrella @ 3:08 am