10/8/07
Blogging for the 1st time since a long time so tink i am getting abit rusty but nvm cos tink onli we 2 will read de rite??haHas!1st thing 1st...happy national day darling!!this is the 1st national day i spend with u and to make it more special, i spend it at ur hse!!though i was very tempted to hold ur hands at times 2dae but i noe i just cant....sadly:(
pls dun use fine or ok cos when u liddat say i noe that it is not fine at all lor...i really scare that i show u my stupid face agn so i didnt want to come but after u assured me i decided to go...i hav to admit in the beginning i feel left out abit but ltr on i decided not to tink that way so u saw the change...really glad u appreciate wad i do lah darling so for U!,i will change more!!like just now i said to u on msn i didnt want to turn away on purpose so dun brood over it le kie??
but hor sometimes i wonder i shld tell u wad make me sad ornot de leh cos when i say den u will be like not happy to hear it...but nvm since i love u that much that i willing to do anything for u including compromising and apologising and even change myself bit by bit!but i must let u noe changing myself will take time de hor!!so dun expect me to change overnite kie?!
I wont let u...i WANT u to love me at least for this lifetime if not forever kie??cos i WILL always love u this lifetime and i wont want to leave u lah...rmb this well cos THIS is OUR PROMISE which we hooked pinkies with a chop and sealed with a kiss!!
I LOVE U darling!!*Muacks*
PS:hope u wont find wad i blog boring...
*Zhi'Kang* took an umbrella @ 12:39 am
