23/10/07
23rd October ' 07
i finally bake my cookies for you le!
although the results weren't as i expected..
planned quite sometime ago
and when i learnt that you would be working today
kinda sad...
but i tot still got chance
today you suddenly said you were going to end v late
i seriously almost cried
tears were already in my eyes as i was typing the msg asking you not to come
somehow i really was v v frustrated, disappointed
i almost wanted to throw the cookies out of the window
you claimed you would come
called you, you asked me wat time i end tml
and i assumed you were planning to meet me onli tml
even more disappointed
even more feel like crying
accepted the fact
felt pissed off
scolded you for nothing.
i'm sorry..
dun love me less?
luckily you were in time
told me suddenly dat you had ended.
dat you were already making your way here.
i was delighted seriously
started planning once again
how i would give the cookies to you
thinking bout the most romantic way to give it to you
waited for you at the staircase
full of anxiety, adrenaline rush.
you finally came
when you opened the box, ate the cookies, smiled and told me dat it was nice
i jus totally forgot everything dat had happened and told myself it was all worth it
jus seeing dat smile on your face made me feel dat anything done for you is worth it
you're the first person i made cookies specially for
your smile.. warmth my whole heart
the smiles of joy after dat made me feel so appreciated
i jus wanted to hug you and never let go
suddenly i felt so strongly for you
dat all your opinions mattered
thank you for finishing the cookies
thank you for appreciating my efforts
thank you for being so patient with me
thank you for allowing me to love you
thank you for letting me be part of your life
sorry for being so unreasonable
sorry for using such harsh words
sorry if i hurt you
i'm truly sorry and i'm also truly thankful
above all
i jus wanna tell you i love you.
how do i noe?
jus your smile brightened up my otherwise gloomy night
i'm so glad you made it down
seriously
just so glad
i dunno which words to use but
THANK YOU DARLING. I LOVE YOU.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 11:30 pm
