11/4/08
i dunno why we're always unhappy
or rather
YOU'RE always unhappy
i'm not liking dis
you might think it's my fault
it's always my fault anyway
i dun do wat you wan
and you get upset
you might always give in
but i dun necessarily need you to always
in every way
but you expect everything to go your way
if not, dere'll be dis BLACK face
without smiles
you dun even look at me when you go
what the heck?
many might say dat we gotta accept the person for who he is
but no
i'm not gonna do dat
you either change or we say bye
you claim i always put you down
den wat bout you?
you say i gei kiang
den say my chi so lan
you can say you're jk
which you probably was
but think bout it
wat happens if it was me hu said dat to you
and den i tell you i was jk?
you wouldn't jus shrug it off
you'd say dat i should not have
should not jus put you down
hais
i wana be a happy person
but because i'm with you
and you're always not happy
it's hard for me to be too
i noe you always give in
you used to ever so readily
but i can tell you're losing patience with me
think i'm unreasonable and stuff
it's okie.
i'm sorry
i can't be dat person made for you
i think your expectations are jus too high
or probably you need someone whom you can control
i'm jus not dat kinda girl
i dun wanna be your puppet
neither do i wanna go against my wishes jus to please you.
if we're really not suitable den y not jus let go?
we'll both be free den
but if you tink you wanna hold on
den you gotta change
your atitude your moodswings
i dun care whether you're use to your family giving in jus cos you sulk or something
cos i wont
in fact when you sulk
i'll be unhappy
i dun like dat sad face of yours
makes me irritated
cos i jus can't make you happy
i dunno bout you
but if you cont dis way
i'm not sure dat you're the guy i wanna spend the rest of my life with
i wan someone who can make me happy
not someone hu'll make me feel gloomy
and i'm telling you
your attitude jus makes my mood dampen always.
you never wanna talk on outings
i can't even rememebr things dat we actually really really talk bout
memories with you are onli of arguments.
think it over ba.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:09 am
