27/12/08
on the mornin of 26th DECMEBER
around 6?
you are no longer who you were to me.
i told you what has been on my mind
since the thing happened.
i told you how i felt.
i still cant believe you'd do such a thing
you dun have the balls to admit it.
and who are you to come and talk reason with us then?
a man does things and admit them
no.
a man with balls does things and admit them
they apologize to the ppl they've hurt.
a man with balls are the men who are true to their words.
they say things and they do it.
you expect me to respect you and still treat you as who i'm supposed to?
you can jus go look into the toilet bowl and dream.
you'll never be who you were to me again.
one who can just walk away.
one who just leaves me there.
even after you saw.
it wasn't that you didn't know i was there.
you came, you saw, and you locked even the gate.
what the fuck did you expect me to do then and there?
fucking bastard.
you said 2am.
but you bloody just left me outside.
and you claim you care.
you fucking tell all lies.
nothing but lies.
i could've jus woke you up
insist that you open the door.
but i tot,
you gotta wake at 5,
go to work.
so i told myself no,
i'll wait.
nobody opened the fucking door.
nvm.
i waited.
till 6,
i tot you'd at least come and ask me to get in.
you fucking just left.
there and then.
you're nothing but a the man who made me.
who's sperm brought me to this world.
and our relationship ended there.
dun fucking expect me to call you dad anymore.
cos you dun deserve it.
you said.
you told me.
i'm a burden.
i know.
since secondary 1,
you've been saying this.
i know.
i never forgot.
i'll never forget.
too bad,
you still gotta make sure i survive the next 3 years.
cos its your responsibility.
you dun have to chase me out.
i'll make sure i'll make myself scarce once i hit 21.
you dun really care anyway,
you onli find excuses to scold.
i've never seen a more selfish person than you.
fuck.
i've got alot of stuffs to throw in your face.
but nah.
that's it.
that's the end.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 5:05 pm
