Stuck On You

21/12/08

things dun always go our way.
in fact,
things always dun go our way.

that's just life.
right?

sometimes we know
by doing this we'll suffer

heartbreaks, loneliness, disappointment
despair, desperation,
heartaches, numbness.
any fucking feeling you can think of

any feeling at all.
but happiness.

damnit.
work this few days was damn boring.
and this morn was the worst of all.
fuck.

dear god,
the only thing i ask of you
is to hold him when i'm not around
when i'm much too far away.

cos i'm lonely and i'm tired
i'm missing you again.
hais.

we knew we'd suffer
but still we pull ourselves in
we can't pull,
den we'll push
push ourselves into misery.

down deeper .
and deeper.
until we become totally numb.

but before feeling numb,
we get upset.
we get disappointed.
we wanna cry.
we cried.
we torture ourselves.
urgh.
fucking humans.
and their fucking feelings.

fuck the feelings.
fuck the world.
fuck the boys.
and fuck the girls.

damn.
so vulgar.
dun bother reading this post.
its rubbish.
utter rubbish.

`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:23 pm