you're gonna be able to control me. using the fact that i'm still living under your roof.
still using your money.
making use of everything that you pay for.
but puh-lease
wad you said to me jus now made no sense to me at all.
ha.
so much for wanting to control my feelings.
thanks gf yet again.
for running back with me.
not mind being looked at as "SIAO AR!"
hahas.
run halfway,
i really found it funny luh.
sorry ah.
make you look like idiot tgt with me.
plus the heavy bag.
omg.
THANKS.
sch's so scary when it's dark.
so much that i had to call jingwei so that i had company to the toilet.
i noe i'm dumb.
but it was really dark luh.
and the toilet door was squeaky.
anyway, i guess i'd have jus skipped dinner if i didnt meet you.
dun scold me hor.
cos i ate!
anyway, matters of the heart are really complicated.
hahas.
so dun come and tell me,
girl, you can only fall in love after you graduate.
why?
cos you never know when the
''love bugggg will just come and bite youuuuuu''
you can't control, right?
i tried.
i failed.
i'm sorry.
what kinda feeling do you call this?
when you wanna noe when the someone's happy or sad
when you wanna be the one he/she thinks of when they're unhappy
when you wanna be the one he'll turn to
when you feel terrible when he's sad
when you feel helpless when he's uncontactable
when you can just watch him sleep and smile like a retard
when you find everything bout him just fits so perfectly
when you feel like there's a tonne of stones on ur heart everytime you think and you know that you're not the one on his mind
when you wish that you were that someone to him too
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and the list goes on.
oh man,
i'm feeling f-ed up again.
hais.
