i just wasted a day!omgosh
*&^#%^#$%%^&%^&
i was supposed to do my mip report
budden after finishing the intro
i simply lost interest
hey, it's MIP leh
MATERIALs IN PRACTICE
shi sian de lor.
tonight i shall complete it i guess.
or rather, i aim to.
hmmm,
gonna blast techno again probably?
bleeahs.
it's already 1 am luh.
i wanna share my joy.
if everything goes well,
hopefully everything does.
like, how i gotta finish my report and study for CEPA.
den, i probably get to watch ben button!
so i gotta be hardworking.
and finish my work luh.
i tink human beings are real weird creatures.
like when they have something in hand,
they tend to like treat it as rubbish
and den they jus take it for granted?
but when they lose it,
or is on the verge of losing it,
they start to realise the importance,
they start to realise how the ''rubbish'' is actually their treasure.
agree?
haiya,
if you wan something,
den jus go for it luh.
wad for fake yourself and try to show other's what they wanna see?
do wat you want luh!
and you'll be happier damn it.
anyway,
exams seriously allow you to see a side of a person
hahas
i wonder if i'm one of those.
do i tell people i dun uds when actually i do?
or do i tell them that i'm so gonna fail when i 100% noe that i won't?
do i assure them that they'l do well when i noe in actual fact they won't?
i dunno.
my friend once ignored me because of a lit exam.
she didn't talk to me for days!
seriously,
in sec sch everyone says the same thing.
they tell you they dun study,
when in actual fact they chiong at home.
ha.
but i dunno wat's the prob with admitting you studied?
afraid that ppl will judge your score?
like, if you study and score badly.
ppl will say you're stupid?
but if you tell them you didn't,
and you score well,
you'll feel better?
how bout if you tell your fren dat you didn't study,
and ur fren stupidly follows you cos she's too tired
and she fails yet you pass with flying colours?
whatever luh.
grown numb to all the claims made before the exam.
and all the statements made when the papers are being handed out.
whatever.
my mood is good today.
not gonna spoil it.
hahas.
if earning a chance is so simple,
row the boat everday alright?
=p
