just finished gems.stupid test.
hahas.
not bad.
i passed the module alrd.
WEEEEE~~
i haven't been able to update
due to some farker hu smashed the modem
into how many pieces i'm not sure
but it definitely is smashed
and
my reunion dinner was ruined
THANKS TO YOU.
damn it.
the whole cny thing jus doesn't get to me
it didn't feel like cny
and it still doesn't really feel like cny
except we keep seeing red packets.
this year's shou huo confirm down
cos mummy and us decided dat we dun wanna go THERE
and put on a show
being in such a situation
i guess it's hard to accept us?
i dunno.
but i definitely would not treat any ''family'' this way
i dunnid any pretences.
dunnid any pretending to accept us
but making it so obvious that you dun really.
i'm happy with just visiting mummy's side though
=)
dun really care bout the quek's.
hahas.
though i'm a QUEK too.
but ultimately,
in the end,
if i ever get married,
QUEK won't be the surname of my children.
hahas.
unless i sway sway find a husband whose surname's quek.
cannot be de luh .
issit true that the child of ppl with the same surname would have an extra chromosome in the 23rd pair of chromosomes?
anyhow,
cny sucks.
somehow this cny just sucks.
chu yi was spent playing arcade -.-
how dumb.
i threw basketballs till my arm ached!
and den uncle came.
i took the chance and followed his car back to jb
couldn't stand being with ''the man'' for any longer.
we sang k till like 5am can.
and i didn't drink!
cos i tot of somebody going
''hor hor u drink..''
hais.
chu er bai nian.
chu san skipped sch.
chu si go sch.
and den i got locked out again -.-
this time it was my fault.
i went back late.
but i seriously didn't expect the door to be locked.
spent the night elsewhere.
didn't wanna be condemned at the staircase again,
so this time i got to sleep.
till like 7am?
cos someone's alarm was so noisy =p
too loud . and the air con was too cold.
i was shivering.
even under the blankets!
they didn't even bother to call me.
i'm not sad okay.
i'm happy.
seriously.
chu wu met ahyi after sch.
and chu liu sucked.
dun bother asking y.
cos i dunno wad i was thinking too.
i should just bang my head on the wall and die.
oops.
mummy jus said today cannot simply talk
cos tiankong's bday.
anyway,
reached sk at bout 10.
hooch-ed alone at i dunno wad block.
and went home at 11 something.
i tot i'd be able to fall asleep after that bottle
but apparently i wasn't that weak.
sad.
because i was counting on it to get to sleep.
next time i should try 2 bottles!
or mayb
try the one with 8% alcohol.
damnit.
i dunno if i slept
because all i could remember was looking at the phone every half hour.
and den try to get to sleep
and it carried on until ...............
something.
sunday sucked.
ydae sucked.
and today might just suck too.
i'm getting moodier everyday.
i dunno y.
i wanna come to a conclusion.
but i dunno how.
i noe what would be better for me
but i jus refuse to work towards that
either way,
it's still gonna make me feel URGHHHH
Felicia feels like taking 10 panadol tablets with coke.
