20/3/09
suddenly all the thoughts came back.
good ones.
bad ones.

past and present
i've a feeling i got it all wrong

can you please lead me back?
i dun understand.
it's like i'm kinda lost in this merry go round.

and you're like the machine operator.
making the carousel go faster and faster.
i can't think straight.
i can't make out what's really happening.

i don't really know what's going on.

as the days go by,
i realise that i might have headed the wrong way

i dun wanna feel hurt yet again.
sounds so childish .
but it's exactly how i'm feeling.

i tot bout everything that has happened.
perhaps , just perhaps.
words are meant to be spoken,
they're meant to be heard as well
but they don't really mean anything
if they don't come from the bottom of your heart.

some words dun have to be said out loud.
but sometimes,
saying them will allow people to understand better.

maybe that's just wat i need.
WAKE UP YOU FARKING IDIOT.
i need someone to scream that into my face.
slap me or whatsoever.

i'm just unhappy right now la.
i dunno wat the hell's got into me.
cheer me up someone.
but,
i guess that someone's gotta be me.

nobody really cares,
except yourself.
onli you can save yourself i guess.
with some external help.

is that it?
prove me wrong, please.
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 12:54 am

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