Stuck On You

21/4/09

it feels real terrible inside.

i dun wanna feel this way

i wanna pretend that it's not affecting me

i wanna make myself feel better.

i dun wanna feel like this

everything said seems to have an impact

starting to feel fucked up again

but no,

i cant screw up this sem

seriously.

i'm not letting myself.

i dun mind.

being in this position

i made it clear few months back

but i really need to noe that the efforts not all gone down the drain.

after feeling like shit,

after everything that has happened,

sorry's not enough.

i dun wanna hear sorry's.

i finally understand,

what they mean.

though it might not be as extreme as love.

but still,

i now understand the feeling of wanting the person whom you care for to be happy.

the stone's growing bigger again.

resting itself on my heart

happily sitting there

while creating misery and hurt

piercing thru soon.

FUCKOFF.

you're seriously not welcome at all.

please go away

i'm begging you.

though i'm not intending on giving up,

i'm afraid i'll be too worn out by the time this battle ends.

`feLicia took an umbrella @ 7:27 pm