26/7/09
Finally my blogger hao liao!
but irritating.
i can't change font,
can't change font colour!
what's happening?
dunno.
maybe same thing that's happening to my heart.
there can only be one.
you know it.
one kinda font,
one kinda colour.
colours brighten your life though you know?
but,
too many choices,
and you'll be stuck.
do you not agree with me?
my heart of stone overpowered the heart of clouds .
i dunno if it was made clear enough
cos,
i don't think i phrased it all clearly.
hopefully,
you understand,
i really didn't mean to hurt anyone.
i really didn't wish to.
i'm really sorry.
i know nothing i say will help
that's why i just said i'm sorry.
i really am.
i wasn't playing with your feelings
i swear.
it's just that...
maybe it just doesn't fit.
we aren't meant to be.
thank you for all that you've done for me.
sending me to sch early in the morn
even though you slept at like 5.
coming to fetch me home
even thou you were so tired.
giving in to my addiction to jubeats
spending unnecessary money on me
i'm really grateful.
even though it may be just merely a month,
but you've brought joy to me
half a year's worth of joy
in just a month.
i'll not forget you.
the way i made you tear.
i'm sorry.
the way you looked when i said words which were obviously v hurting
i'm sorry.
it's hurting me.
just thinking about the times we spent together
the times when you accompanied me while i studied,
while i worked.
you never complained.
never was angry with me.
i really appreciate everything.
but i dun wanna spend time with you,
while thinking of someone else.
i dunno how to please 2 people at one point of time.
they call me a player =((
i dunno why.
i dunno how to two time.
i can't tell 2 ppl i miss them at the same time.
i can't talk to one without feeling guilty about the other.
why call me a player?
why say that i'm playing with guys?
i really seem that way to you ppl?
that cheap?
any idea how hard it is for me?
i didn't ask for this.
seriously.
i need a hug =((
`feLicia took an umbrella @ 10:02 pm
