3/8/09

its the 300th post.

and its not a happy one.
because she's even more afraid than ever right now.

she really wants to say yes.
but,
something keeps pulling her back.

she knows that it perhaps really was nth
but she just refuses to let it go
that's the prob with her
always so stubborn.

she's afraid it'll happen again
being abandoned.
she doesn't like the feeling
she thought he was busy with his stuff

she thought he wanted time to himself
she thought he needed to be alone
she nv expected what she realised
she's disappointed.

but what can she do?
no amount of tears would do any help.

while working today,
many thoughts crossed her mind.
all the songs that played on the player,
seemed to mean something.

sitting there,
even when the catchy songs came on,
i dunno how she managed to tear.

she wants to trust him
she wants to give him a chance
in fact,
she almost did.

but,
she needs some more time.

can she really?
trust someone again?
but,
what if,
you decided to trust,
and you put all your heart in..

something similar happens..
i doubt you can recover.
it might seem minor.
maybe she's over-reacting.

no idea.

Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

`feLicia took an umbrella @ 1:37 am

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